today is an emo day...

omg...if i couldnt feel any worse right now.
i mean my chest hurts. i have an headache.
im just all around emo right now...i FUCKIN
HATE seeing pretty girls UGLY girls
normal looking girls get boyfriends in the snap of a finger.
and its been like a year and a half since i have had one.
i think its because im picky. i coulda had matt shewmake
but he kinda freaked me out and rushed things. frank doganaro (sp)
was just a horn ball. one guy i miss TWO guys i miss are
Chandler Cross and Matt Wade. Those were gentlemen.
There girlfriends are very lucky. i always dend to screw shit up with
guys...damn.

Chandler even told me he didnt wanna gf but i thought
i could handle it but NO I CANT. but that has been over a
year ago...

Matt really liked me and i wish i hung out with him...if it happened
now instead of FOREVER ago. DAMN DAMN DAMN.


like ever one of these damn blogs are gonna probably be about
how i HATE being single. because i guessthats what gets me down
the absoute MOST. but yeah other than boy shit.


im passing all my classess with good/decent grades.
BAND=100
SCOCIOLOGY=80 something probably.
WE THE PEOPLE=100
ENGLISH=78
BAND=100
PRECAL=75
GOVERNMENT=86
ANATOMY=75.

Im proud of myself.
my senior year is flying by.
and it had to be my best year
in grades.

and also i made a 17 on my 3rd time
taken the ACT...haha YAY !!

kinda...



So i pretty much think im lossing my
best friend (Jamie Couch). She just
seems different. i mean idk. i know
what i mean i just dont know how to
put it in words.

Its time for bed...sighh
school is in the morning.

whelp..

well...its the new year.
i plan on lossing weight
cause im in need to loss
some...



okay sooo..i actually think
me and kelsey osley are finally
cool =)
which makes me happy.


Pauls trying to talk to me again.
GAY..


School starts in 3 days.
WHICH IS GAY...how lame
is it to have TWO weeks
out for the christmas break
when it use to be like a month.


i havent studied at ALL for these exams.
dang...


i really wish i had a boyfriend.
i miss it...theres no one out
there for me i guess.....=((
I WANT A BOYFRIEND !!

...whattsss wrong with me?

hello...well heres my first blog.

Well this thing is totally new to me.
Ashley Burgess said i should make
one...so i did. which at this moment
she is my only friend. =))

lets start with me life.
*single
*dull
*17
*lame
**WONDERFUL**

I have the best family and friends i
could ever ask for. you probably
wouldn't think my life is perfect but
i think its pretty close.

i honestly am not ready to graduate
because im really scared of my future.
i am a huge worry wart.
and i cant wait to be inlove.


THE END...
for now.