today is an emo day...

omg...if i couldnt feel any worse right now.
i mean my chest hurts. i have an headache.
im just all around emo right now...i FUCKIN
HATE seeing pretty girls UGLY girls
normal looking girls get boyfriends in the snap of a finger.
and its been like a year and a half since i have had one.
i think its because im picky. i coulda had matt shewmake
but he kinda freaked me out and rushed things. frank doganaro (sp)
was just a horn ball. one guy i miss TWO guys i miss are
Chandler Cross and Matt Wade. Those were gentlemen.
There girlfriends are very lucky. i always dend to screw shit up with
guys...damn.

Chandler even told me he didnt wanna gf but i thought
i could handle it but NO I CANT. but that has been over a
year ago...

Matt really liked me and i wish i hung out with him...if it happened
now instead of FOREVER ago. DAMN DAMN DAMN.


like ever one of these damn blogs are gonna probably be about
how i HATE being single. because i guessthats what gets me down
the absoute MOST. but yeah other than boy shit.


im passing all my classess with good/decent grades.
BAND=100
SCOCIOLOGY=80 something probably.
WE THE PEOPLE=100
ENGLISH=78
BAND=100
PRECAL=75
GOVERNMENT=86
ANATOMY=75.

Im proud of myself.
my senior year is flying by.
and it had to be my best year
in grades.

and also i made a 17 on my 3rd time
taken the ACT...haha YAY !!

kinda...



So i pretty much think im lossing my
best friend (Jamie Couch). She just
seems different. i mean idk. i know
what i mean i just dont know how to
put it in words.

Its time for bed...sighh
school is in the morning.